The experience of transition for a daughter caregiver of a stroke survivor

The purpose of this study was to describe the experience of transition for a daughter caregiver of a stroke survivor. A phenomenologic, longitudinal case study of a woman in her late twenties provided the means by which the lived experience of transition could be studied and understood. The eleven unstructured, audiotaped interviews took place approximately every two weeks over a six and a half month period. They began six weeks after her mother's stroke and lasted until three months after her mother returned home, when life became more organized and predictable for a time. The interviews were transcribed verbatim and analyzed according to a modified version of Colaizzi's descriptive phenomenologic methodology. Since there was a temporal consideration, a time-ordered matrix was used to identify themes over time. The themes that emerged over time included: (a) changing relationships, (b) becoming a caregiver then stepping back, (c) enduring emotional turbulence, (d) taking one day at a time and (e) struggling to hang onto hope. Integration of the themes provided an exhaustive description. The experience of transition was a process that involved disruptions in close relations and daily living. The connection to a network of relationships changed to disconnection, and the fabric of interrelated lives began to unravel. The many sensations experienced were different and conflicting, revealing a rapidly changing perception of the world. An unknown future threatened to become overwhelming. Focusing on the present helped to quell the turbulent sensations experienced. An unknown future temporarily provided the opportunity to hope that daily life could once again become familiar and comfortable. The extent and object of hope changed over time. A pattern of chaos exemplified the process of transition. The passage of time revealed that life as it was known before the transition had changed. A new way of being in the world was experienced.