Physicians' stories about suicidal psychiatric inpatients

Fourteen Norwegian, three Danish, and two Swedish physicians employed at a Norwegian psychiatric hospital narrated their lived experiences in caring for suicidal psychiatric inpatients. The interview text was transcribed and interpreted using a phenomenological-hermeneutics method, inspired by Ricoeur's philosophy. Two main themes were found: Power Over, i.e. Communicating with the patients; Not accepting one's own mortality; Not accepting one's own vulnerability; Not accepting one's own fallibility; Being rejected by the patients; and Power To, Deep communicating with the patients; Accepting one's own mortality; Accepting one's own vulnerability; Accepting one's own fallibility; Being trusted by the patients. These findings were pondered in the light of Cissna's and Sieburg's writings about confirming. The study emphasizes the importance to physicians of confronting their own strong and frightening feelings about mortality, vulnerability and fallibility in order to confirm suicidal psychiatric patients during interactions with them, when in hospital after suicide thoughts and attempts.