"I Won't Put Myself or My Family Through That": Decision Preferences, Family Experiences, and Kidney Disease Decision...

Chronic kidney disease (CKD) is a major public health concern that uniquely affects older Black Americans, a population also likely to have family members also diagnosed with CKD. This study aimed to (1) describe how participants viewed their decision preferences considering the experiences of family, and friends previously diagnosed with CKD, and (2) to understand how these social complexities informed their own decisions for future CKD care.

Utilizing a phenomenologically informed approach, this study explored participants' perceptions of how patients and their family members' experiences with CKD influenced treatment-related decision making. A reflexive, thematic content analysis was conducted to identify patterns across participant responses (N = 52). Participants were predialysis, diagnosed with stage 4 or 5 CKD, and were receiving outpatient nephrology care at a large, urban midwestern hospital.

Three primary themes emerged: (1) uncertainty regarding decision making, (2) lived experience of racism, and (3) impact of quality of care, information, and education on decision making. These 3 interconnected themes centered on factors that influenced why and how decisions related to CKD were made and how racial identity and prior family experiences with CKD influenced these decisions.

Over the next 40 years, the population of Black Americans aged ≥65 years will nearly triple. Because of the complex support requirements and burden(s) of care for CKD patients, there are implications for reshaping the negative and disorienting narratives that influence decision-making conflicts.