Medical students' first-person narratives of a patients story of AIDS

Fourth year U.S. medical students' first-person narratives of a patient's experience of AIDS are analyzed using a conceptual framework that builds on the interactive model of narrative critique. Relational and affective convergence and, conversely, relational and affective dissonance, reveal imaginative reconstructions of emotional and interactional themes depicted in the patient's original story. Attention is focused on representations of isolation, contamination, shame and fear. Elements of indeterminacy and openness in the patient's description of his experience with AIDS provided students with opportunities to create an imagined response to HIV infection in their own narratives. The narratives describe social interaction that is tainted and constrained by the presence of infection and its associated stigma. The emotional content of the student narratives portrays an affective landscape that resonates. elaborates and, in some cases, distorts the feelings expressed in the patient's story. The narratives call attention to the way in which individual meanings are externalized, objectified and projected onto a socially and morally salient 'other'. Using the first-person narrative approach in the seminar on AIDS proved to be an effective method of sensitizing students to the experience of living with HIV infection. The challenge for medical educators lies in creating opportunities for students to develop increased empathy toward individuals with AIDS.